The Importance of Being Honest or, Lies don’t bring you anywhere

It always comes a time in your life, when you, the worst liar in the world, have to face a moment where you are obliged to lie, maybe to someone you really care about.

Well, that worst liar it’s me. It doesn’t really matter the reason why i have lied to my best friend, but i have to say, it felt like being slowly chewed by some unclassified being inside your heart. 

And we all know that  one day or another, truth always come to surface. Trust me, ALWAYS. 

So someone who knew i lied to her, told her i was hiding something. To her. My best friend. I have almost lost her, for a lie; the idea made me feel even worse, so, after a week of shame –that uncomfortable feeling that makes you feel like if you wanted to disappear from the face of the world – today i have decided to tell her the truth in front of a hot cup of coffee and – that was inevitable- a fairly thick floods of teardrops. 

In the end, i think she has understood my reasons, but i can’t ask her to forgive me right away. Of course, i feel much better without that burden, that was a very hard one to carry.

Moral of the story: No matter why you  lie. No matter if it is for a good reason. Lies don’t bring you anywhere.

Photos: http://kingdomoftheblind.deviantart.com/art/The-Cake-Is-A-Lie-131963907

              http://modernreject.com/2011/09/top-5-lies-christians-believe/

 

Remember, Remember the fifth of November, I am a badass gamer at Battlefield 2 (or else, playing Battlefiled is my mantra)

Yes. I am firmly convinced that videogames help one’s body to release bad energy constrained in their body.

Before an exam or any other important event  that causes me stress, i play action videogames.

Today, for istance, i’ve played Battlefield for an hour. If my memory isn’t tricking me, I was in a mission somewhere in Russia or Georgia, and i had to protect a satellite from the Russians (f**** Russians, no offence, grrr!) . The bastards had many RPGs on the roofs, and  – seriously – that has given me a hard time!

Luckily i am a badass sniper in videogames ( oh, Hitman, how much i miss you T_T ) so…after figuring out how to finish that mission, preventing them from destroying the satellite, i have made use of my sniper skills to shoot them straight in their  head! ( Don’t look at me like that! In real life i wouldn’t even kill a fly :p)

Today, Liz has made me hear some mantra she  saved in an audio file while discussing about a few projects at Uni. That was an amazing experience, i have to be honest; Mantras are truly relaxing.

But i am afraid that videogames will always have a certain priority in my top relaxing activities. Then Mantra. Then the sound of vacuum cleaner (oooh…i always imagine myself as a cat vacuumed on its back when i listen to that white noise….meow =^^= ).

And the sound of an hairdryer.

And rain.

Welcome to aenbarzcorner!

So…yea this is the first post..sincerely, i don’t know what to write yet..hmm…Oh yea! Why not introducing myself first? 🙂

 

My name is Antonella, and i am from Italy. I am 26 years old and i am currently a freelance writer and translator (Watch how funny and nervous i am in this video i have made for a Freelancing platform, lol) . My topics of interest vary from literature to videogames, so expect anything on here ( and when i say ANYTHING i really mean it); 

WAIT!.. i know what’s in your head right now; you’re wondering yourself why i am writing in English, right?

Well, let’s put it this way: sometimes i feel more comfortable when writing in English rather than Italian. ( guess it’s because i speak English 2/3 of my day?) 🙂

What more can i say about me?

Oh yea. I HAVE A DOG. A very ugly dog. Here’s her picture.

Her name is Lucy, and i really hate her. She  likes to do absurd things indeed, such as  opening her “gas tank” near my face while i am sleeping, or eat my slippers. 😡

Okay, for now that’s all. Thanks for stumbling upon here, i hope to come up with something interesting next time 🙂